Before we are born, there is this beautiful piece of
property with trees and flowers, and we hope maybe some love. We’ll call this property the “twinkle in
someone’s eye” that will soon be you.
You are like a house.
On this property they put a foundation to build you on. Hopefully that foundation is hard and
strong. Sometimes it’s based on faith,
other times it‘s based on love, yet other times in money. Occasionally it can be any combination, but
hopefully it is strong. After you are
conceived the contractors go to work building the shell of the building that
will house your "self." As your gender
takes shape, the architectural style begins to coalesce as well.
When you are born and utter that first sound, the door to
the house is thrown wide open in welcome to your new world. From that point on everything that happens in
your life becomes a room, or furniture, or a window. You begin to collect the future heirlooms and
garage sale items of your life. Your
attitudes and emotions become the plaster, paint and light fixtures.
If we are happy and well adjusted, the rooms are bright and
colorful, neat and clean. Other times,
the rooms can be cluttered and drab. If
not cleaned up it can become a dark, scary mess, frightening not only ourselves
but those around us. If we continue to
keep house this way, the shell will begin to suffer and the foundation may
crack. The property value will
drop.
Admitting there is a problem is the first step to fixing the
“home”, who you are, determining the problem is the next. Cleaning up the mess is usually a good place
to start. Make it neat and orderly
again. Most people would advise a new
coat of paint, better emotions equal better attitudes. Really?
So, we’re just going to color over the issue? Tear down one bad wall and throw up
another? Or can we admit that maybe it’s
more than just the paint, more than just skin deep.
I believe everyone should clean both house occasionally, top to bottom. Throw out the crap we don’t use anymore and
cleanup the stuff we do and put it away where it belongs. If the paint is wrong, peel back the layers
until you get to the plaster and see if it has been damaged. If it has, fixing it may not require removing
a perfectly good wall if clean, new plaster will suffice. But, if the wall is bad, if it was thrown up
in haste as protection, it may need to come down. The only way to determine this is to peel
back the paint, then the plaster, and look deeper to see if the integrity of
the brick has been violated.
So it is with our own personal walls. Some are there to partition off rooms we
invite people to come see, others are there to protect what we think is
valuable, yet others are for protection.
What we think is valuable and what needs protecting are the rooms in our
mind we need to constantly monitor and keep clean or they will overtake us and
become unmanageable. How we paint
ourselves, how we appear to other people should reflect who we truly are, and
not camouflage that may trick, hurt or confuse those around us.
Everyone should occasionally review how we look, how we come
off to those around us. Are we being
honest, straight forward, open, or are putting up the wrong kind of walls and
covering our feeling so those around us think everything is fine.
Peel back the layers of your paint, open up your doors and
curtains, let in some light to those dark areas and ask yourself, “Who am I?” Every morning when you get up try leaning
toward the mirror and asking this question of yourself. And, ask if you’re happy with who you are or
what you've done. If your answer is not what you’d like, make a commitment to change something in your day to make it
better, or to say and do something to make someone else feel better. What do you have to lose? You may find something out about yourself you
didn't know.
We should strive to present a constant “open house” to the
world, clean and neat, with lots of refreshments and finger foods on hand. I find these visitors to my “house” force me
to take constant stock of who I am and how I feel. They make me want to be the consummate host.
They also help keep my doors open by providing me that which
I require most…friendship, happiness, peace, and fulfillment.
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